phoenix
Since Muzings is now the book gig, I'll do the old whiny/joyous diary and essay stuff over here.
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I wrote a journal entry last nite that was really bad. I actually quit half way thru because i knew how bad the writing was.
the point tho
was that there were things that i chose to bring into my life. My life has become a default far more than it should be. I need to re-focus on Choices.
I became a vegetarian by intent. I admit, eating meat was never a big exciting thing for me, but...as an American...it was normal. And, as a foodie, it expanded the realm of options.
Being vegetarian is who I am. When I eat meat anymore, i feel uncomfortable. I'd rather be vegetarian. I just had a dinner of salad and black beans/rice that was divine. And....guilt free. I need to live by choice, not just take the easy way out.
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This is a 'spa weekend.' Figured Rob might smile about that...he knew I used to do them. I have a fetish for bath products, so this weekend is all about beauty rituals, healthy eating, exercising, and spending my time on hobbies that are important to me. The above thought of choices came into play...spending time with reading, crafts, music made me turn the computer off today! hurrah for spa weekends!!! (don't i look/smell/feel great!?!?)
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I wrote a journal entry last nite that was really bad. I actually quit half way thru because i knew how bad the writing was.
the point tho
was that there were things that i chose to bring into my life. My life has become a default far more than it should be. I need to re-focus on Choices.
I became a vegetarian by intent. I admit, eating meat was never a big exciting thing for me, but...as an American...it was normal. And, as a foodie, it expanded the realm of options.
Being vegetarian is who I am. When I eat meat anymore, i feel uncomfortable. I'd rather be vegetarian. I just had a dinner of salad and black beans/rice that was divine. And....guilt free. I need to live by choice, not just take the easy way out.
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This is a 'spa weekend.' Figured Rob might smile about that...he knew I used to do them. I have a fetish for bath products, so this weekend is all about beauty rituals, healthy eating, exercising, and spending my time on hobbies that are important to me. The above thought of choices came into play...spending time with reading, crafts, music made me turn the computer off today! hurrah for spa weekends!!! (don't i look/smell/feel great!?!?)
